没有人会珍惜..abbie..

不管是谁...朋友/情人...全都是谎言..
我分不清那些是是非非...我已经长大了..
我不该再依赖..绑着任何人..
我不该认为我是最重要的那个...
每个人眼中只有利益..只有痛快..只有我开心就好..
都是我行我素...
我相信的每个人...我心中重要的人..我信任的人..我爱的人..
到最后..都只有*失望*
我不知所措..每当我听到..发现任何事..
双手..双脚都感觉冷...这就是我害怕的时候..
总有一天,,我会学习坚强..不需要任何人..
只需要神..

release my pent-up emotions

i'm so sad..

i'm feeling disappointed to urs..

deceitfulness urs..

it's such selfishness...

speechless to u all..

some friends = speechless

I feel boring...

thanks dear..for the i touch..muackk♥

except boring...still boring and boring...

i wish to shopping...

i need a bag...

i love Adidas t-shirt..

LOVE IT SO MUCHHHH..

i need a job...

i need to earn money..

i knew u tired in the new year..

aiks...

i am lazy to do my homework..

i am lazy to iron my uniform..

i'm LAZY..

before the holidays..

i shopped with my dear in 1 utama..

we spent around 1000bucks..

we're crazy for shopping..

he bought Top man,Padini,Qiuksilver,fos..

i bought xixili,adidas,nike,Seed,Padini..

that time the cotton on is sale!like a SUPERMARKET!

during the holidays..

i backed to my hometown..

thr's bored,but happy with my family..

Last Tuesday,i backed from my hometown..

and played in selayang..

most happy is in the xi jian 's house..

It is super duper happy time with my frens..

and pat won 100bucks at tat night..

i dislike a girl..she is a lala mui 

and act cute gal in my frens..

i wish to slap her..because she act like a idiot!

fuckin nausea!

she likes to clubbin and she always to the club.

i'm thinking..

hey stupid gal,u are just 15 years old..

after 21..if u r feeling bored to the club..

wat u play to the next?

drugs?!

WAKE UP LA!PLS!

huh....OKAY!

calm down and stop to recall the happy times..

PREPARE MY HEART TO STUDY!

wake up!pls.

i'm convinced=)

all for one..one for all..
like tis..even that all not for me..i think i'll happy too..
izzit?i love u all...
but sometime i will get angry..
but i will be patience...
when u get angry..think God how patience to you 1st..
He talked with me again..
thanks God always beside me..

thinking..

i'm doubting about h,h,her...
Her liberal views were soon revealed as mere posturing..
why i'm so easily to get doubt and judge for Her?
i have to learn big heart..
i wont be faketo anyone!
i hate someone is fake!
how can someone utter such falsehood?
ishhhh....
fine,i will be okay..
i'll be patience..
i'll be honesty..
i'll endure to U...
i'll be kind for urs!
PROMISE HERE!
i won't to hide up myself..
i won't get angry for anyone...
i won't!i won't!i won't!
luckily i still gt you and You..
give me care and tender...
i would treasure your caring and kind hospitality you have given me..
i always remember the words You given me..
thanks God and patrick..
说人家的闲话...就代表...自己没有好好收养...
mean...KURANG AJAR!
i won't let myself to debase myself by telling such lies..
BE HONESTY AND BIG HEART...