April oh April

hey muh readers..how are you guys?do you guys miss me?^^
i got my SPM result.I failed 3subjects which i never study since i was form4 until now >< that is History,Economy and Account..i got 1D 1C 1C+ 1B 2B+ i didn't get A =.='' but i got 5credits..okay la..because I'm never work hard in study what.*findingfuckingexcusesforgivingmyself*.this is the terrible result because of don't study hard..so guys, please STUDYHARD. lol

im not really good..i am searching for part time jobs and looking for college..Actually i am not really sure is continue studying is suit for me?is what i wan?or continue studying might can get what i wan? Because of I'm not really sure not really clear..i didn't quickly find the college has been again and again..urgh, ABBIELEO!WHAT THE HELL U WANT?

Jesus..am i far from u?I can't talk to you like b4..why? is it the buggy world is too complicating..makes my mind no simple as before?... 

I'm good but sometimes still tired because of trying very hard to live better.am i ridiculous? wan to let myself live better but made my own tired sometimes.well.. life's go on..What i need is a longterm part time job on friday to sunday..i just wan to work man..if not i feel like I'm a lazy girl stay in the house and doing nothing..OH YA..I LOSE MY iPhone4S when i was at GuangZhou. *sobbbbbbbb :'''/ waiting aunty buy a new 1 for me.she promised! ><

i hate the guys who's playing the stupid games with me.i no need Hi-Bye friends, please be my friend with ur sincere.i hate faker i hate liar..no need acting in front of me.it's freaking disgusting.Dont lie..If lie,then swallow a thousand needles!*warningtoeveryone 

As a person must have their own principles and hold it.

I SAY : "Do not compromise to this social, hold your own principles!"

somehow people are thinking (especially after few cups)..you happy i happy then okay..did u guys think about consequence?respect urself..dont look for temporary happiness..(Sometime i fall into the trap of the devil also*feelbad*.) 

Don't indulge urself too much..If you are stress,sure u can indulge urself but make sure u know when to wake up and face the fact. Can my readers and i together hold our own principles and don't look for the short happiness? sounds simple,right? >.<

anyway..all of us are learning..try as good as we can..

Cheers =]