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Wednesday, March 23, 2011

enjoy it~okay? =D

hello my dear readers..
how r u guys?do u guys miss me?=p*kidding
just wanna to tell u guys..take good care huh.because the weather is so so soooo COLD.. 
i think im getting flu..feeling cold like hell?not hell..hell is hot=p
non-stop sneezing KELIAN><
I added my lovely songs to my music player..
these songs which i love to listen recently.hope u guys enjoy it.
and turn the volume down,dont be loud.
because the songs are quite hot~do not try to disturb ur family and neighbour.aha!*sha sha*

finally i got software to edit my pictures.thankyou Jean.happy =D
narcissism always.pls forgive me..><
hmm..im okay.im recovering.and im awake.
and..i dont know what to write..lol
see u next time!wait for me if u love me.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

最近emo找上我···

其实,我很累。
其实,一直没有人能够懂我。

我习惯了假装坚强,习惯了一个人面对所有....
我不知道自己到底想怎样

有时候
我可以很开心的和每个人说话,可以很放肆.
可是没有人知道那不过是伪装,很刻意的伪装

我可以让自己假装的很快乐很快乐
可是却找不到快乐的源泉,只会让自己傻笑

现在的我
不习惯把事跟别人说,因为我不习惯别人用可怜的眼光看我

其实,我很珍惜身边的所有人,
只是生活的压力让我善于遗忘,把那些记忆通通遗忘

我以为遗忘可以让自己快乐起来...
可我感觉到的却是更多的寂寞

黑夜来袭,周围的空气很躁.....
一个人坐在窗前,对着窗外的人群发呆.....

也不知道自己在想什么..
怀念过去,仅此而已..

其实我很累了,真的想放下所有...
不知道什么时候开始我已经不爱写日记了,

即使心里有好多事,我也宁愿憋在心里,

不是我不愿说,而是我疲惫了...

不知道什么时侯
我不再喜欢追逐打闹,却很想和以前一样活蹦乱跳

不知道什么时侯
我沉默的不再爱说话.却很想找倾诉所有....

我喜欢在很静很静的黑夜,关了灯让寂寞把我包裹,却又害怕黑暗...

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Blue

 what u think about these?
yea,full of sadness.
I'm feeling damn disappointed with my life.
I admitted that I'm enough poor,I'm enough emo,enough stupid of study,enough childish.
I'm thoroughly dissatisfied with my life.
wat the hell is going on with my mind?
i understand who's love is truth.
but wtf nowadays I actually expected the such useless love to satisfy my empty mind?!
STOP!stop to expect,wait and pay for the unworthy love.
Im not allowed myself to be foolish and cheap anymore.
and i wan my self-respect back to the origin.
dont trust some useless love.
be smart and strong.
always remind myself,only the money is forsooth and satisfy for me!
I am not pride,im just dont wanna be foolish.
always tell myself be pretty and happy.do not lose myself.
i wish i can be innocent whenever like this but the buggy world is not allowed me to.
i wish i can be the tender and kindness 1 but i cant.
because i dont wan my family and i let bully by other. 
forgive me to think like this.
maybe im too negative.but i just wan to find out the way to make my life better.
Give me some time.
the Abbie is gonna be awesome soon.

Friday, March 11, 2011

ladies Ohh ladiessss

Hello.readers,这一次的post是我把一件衣服穿出不同的style.也是第一次把自己短短的身材拍出来.有点丑.请不要吓到><
 这是昨天去1u拍的.
cloth-DorothyPerkins
jean-P&Co
bag-Roxy
heels-nose
帽子是apple的,只是暂时带一下.哈哈
去了topshop买了一件衣服..也就是等下即将看到的.
!
...
topshop and levi's
你会怎样搭配呢?该不会这样穿出去吧?(这样会着凉 lol)
1.最普通的穿法就是里面穿一件紧身背心 
黑或白
2.把它穿在里面.当成是内搭衣.
 像我这样有肉肉的手臂也不怕被人家看到了~嘻嘻
 还可以吧?
3.搭配一件高腰裙是最简单不过了,但有点闷吼?
变一变~


加了件外套是不是很不一样呢?
4.+legging~
 完了~我搭不到适合我的了..除非我有....
 daa~laangg!
这件高腰牛仔裤~
乖乖在topshop等我吧.等我赚钱我就会带你回来了~
><
我有话要说.
其实你可以模仿走在流行最尖端的人.
但如果你模仿到连自己的风格都不见了,那就是抄袭.
是,每个女生都想走在流行的最尖端,
尤其是我这种半成年女孩.
如果你穿出最流行的打扮而不漂亮.
那就不要好吗.那你也只是跟风.而不是真正的打扮.
对我来说,真正的打扮是你把你的穿着带出流行的感觉.
重要的是穿出自己的气质和味道.不是最流行的也无所谓~
你赞同吗?(我很赞同)

若有顺坏你的眼睛请见谅^^''
我也只是想尝试尝试 :p

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

the days at church


去教会啦~~
this is my church.named Calvary Harvest Church.
龙飘飘was singing in the church.Her voice is powerful and thick.
她唱了5首歌曲.
一首是''美酒加咖啡''其他的都是诗歌哦.
赞!
another day at church.
after meeting, abbie was calling with Ethan :p
the dress i worn on last saturday.
it's look like an auntie?graceful?or polite?
someone said,''hey,u looked great today!''
someone said,''hey,why u looked like an auntie today?''
someone said,''wow,who is this girl?is the new comer?''
LMAO
confusing ><

Monday, February 21, 2011

alwayschanging

hey guys.this post is talking about my mind,my behavior.
i have a feeling that im changing my mind always.
example
Man always love their women.True love is sweet and warm..
As a man should be rich and generous to their women.
Women is always protected by man.
(another think)
As a women,you should be strong,rich,love yourself more than other(except family).whether is single,married,couple or widow~why?
 because i occurred.
in this generation,the love between female and male is so selfish.
love like playgame.u cheat me,i bluff u.whether is in a relationship or married.
when in the relationship.
the poor boyfren throw his soul and heart to her girlfren.and wat the branded also buy for her.how many stars restaurant also can go.always ''Okay,On''
after married..
the husband's business was successfully.maybe driving Mercedes Benz?but keep counting with his wife.
wife ask husband:''can i have a Gucci wallet?''
''Cannot!waste money!then money is i earned myself.u don't know how it's difficult!''
hello?wallet only.not bag u know.
when valentine's day.
wife ask husband:''my hubby,can we have a dinner at Jogoya?''
""cannot!u cook for me at home la.the money is i earned myself.u dont understand how it's difficult!''
hello?not 7stars restaurant u know?
 i'm trusting still hv true love in this world.but my mind telling me always.the love is fake and impracticable.as a women must be rich and love yourself.

i have a feeling that im changing my behavior always.
example
when im talking.
Yucks!why u r so disgusting?!
(another)
yucks!why u r fucking disgusting?!
im feeling i shouldn't be rude.but i felt i didnt wrong.this is just for fun.
am i weird?
OMG.How come i can changing always?u know it's so contradictory.
ishhh!idiot!

Saturday, February 12, 2011

ohhh yeaa

some people feel im sad.im alone.like this?
non-stop asking me."How about you?Are you okay?what's going on?"
yea.i backed to my own life.
but im damn OKAY.
because i still gt my God in my heart.
im not alone always. and im happy also.
ohh yeaa,see!abbie smiles :)
strong gal.because it time to be a big girl now.

sry for the picture is not nice:(