in this week..

hoho..tis week..
On Tuesday,,
i went to church for help a camp..
show everybody some pictures..

Ganshin-madman

Teemeng-gangster

Joshua-beggar

Eugune-gangster

Abbie..ME!!!!-prostitute

pastor Jay koopman!handsome!!

we make-up to play roles..

i make-up my eyes looks haggard..wakakaka

b4 we play,p.s Jay hugged me..and said,

how are you gal?whr's your sister..hoho

he still remember sister and i~

wednesday,,

i went to my 6th uncle house with elder sis..

Sri Utara,Kipark..

fishpond

wat the...his toilet looks hotel's toilet!

courtyard

after that,
i went to curve and Manjalala-D'FORTUNE restaurant~
NICE=D

Carbonara Spaghetti!NICE MAN!

FINISHED~elder sis didn't finished her spaghetti~

Today,,

i went to Jusco,Kepong,for movie''AVATAR'' with pat..

Nice!Nice!i think nice than the....2012..haha..

at night,,

i thinking the make-up for show on 20 dec..

and i try..WOW!!SEE!

i took many pictures just now....

Am i anthomaniac？？xD

my cutie cousin=)

my sign pose~

hmm...

睁一只眼,闭一只眼

like it^^

ill..my teeth..

troubles to me

''yam xiu''

ROCK~!..1

ROCK~!!..2

ROCK~!!..3..LOL

i hate tis ''DAO GEI'' Pose!=.=

~sexy pose~

my sign pose~~hehe

i'm the anthomaniac and narcissist..^0^

I hate this part.

i'm bile,loathe,bothered,vexation,worries,upset,annoyance,agony.
the trouble,the mood baffles description.
i'm feeling blue now.
even in relationship,work,money,frens,my behavior.
i'm the loser,jobbernowl,fool,dipshit,idiot.
i have the great liseners,so what?
i need a confidant.
i treat my fren like confidant,per contra,urs did it like me???
i need to do a prefect christian u just can be christian and good girl/boy?
even wat i did,in everybody eyes,i alway is the wrong 1.
even how i make an efforts,try to be good.
in the end,all my efforts were wasted.
my fren asked and scold me.a impudent girl!!when u just can unpresuming in ur life?
and attend to our Lord?
she mean in my relationship with pat.
after december,i think i'm wanted for question by my leader..
i think i'm struggling....
pls be honest with me.
everytime,need me to ask 2 times 3 times u just admit.
everytime,u must let me to expose wat u did.
why u can't learns to honest with me.must let me feel disappointed?
i'll repel by u.
or u r really the ignorance and simplicity 1?
i'm struggling again.
everytime,i'll follow my join my fren to enjoy.shop.movie.
everytime,my sis'll ask me to read holy bible and pray hard.learn to resist.
everytime,i knew wat's the black,wat's the white.i understand the truth.
why?why i'll attract by the black?
i understand way of God.i understand wat's the good.
why?i'll hate to listen my sis opinion on me?
i knew in the future my heavenly father will judge me.
why?why i'm still impenitence?why i'm still stubborn?or i'm still childish?
i knew my family always gave me advice for me not be naughty and not follow bad examples..
i'll take their advice.but in front of urs,i'll won't admit.
why?why i'm so..respectable.
i understand wat their think.all i alr understand.but i'll unwilling to acknowledge defeat.
why i'll be childish in my family?
because i'm the youngest,smallest in my house?
because god,mum and pat spoiled me like a child d?
in church,many quarrel,rights and wrongs..
anyone will put the record straight.
how can i make a distinction between right and wrong?
who i can to trust?
hmmm....stop to think...
many doubt in my mind...

become impoverished T.T

friday i didnt work..but i went to station 1 get the small salary..

342..=.=''
i went to Roxy in 1 Utama yesterday.

christmas design in one u

on the way

i used rm270 to buy..
-jeans

-short pant

-t-shirt

my 1 month salary left rm50..

crazy me..damn me!damn it!

still need to pay June aunty money rm250..

mum said dad will pay it...

dont know sure or not...

at night..

went to church..duty usher..

this is about our POWERED YOUTH

recently..

cham lurr.... i'm no enough money to buy i need's thing...
i used RM500 in care skin....
RM200 to bought  pat present...
i still need money to buy
-gold ring
-lasen bra
-clothes..
-sash
I NEED THE MORE MONEY$$$

03122009

in the afternoon,
went to time square with sis and cousin..
we shop in the VOIR...
at night,
han and pat wanna movie in pavilion
then i alone at t.s. wait for them to meet me...
unluckly,TRAFFIC JAM 99!
my dear walked to t.s meet me from pavilion!!♥
so far man..!
just because i alone..
then we 2 walked to pavilion..
mean..pat walked x2 times~
he was bathed with sweat~xD
we take our dinner in''旺角''
after that...we go shop~!
we went to nike,adidas,converse,quiksliver,roxy,esprit,levi's...
but we just bought converse~hahaha...
we bought converse couple shoes♥~
next time when we upgrade~wanna buy nike couple shoes♥
1010pm~
movie started!''NEW MOON''
in the beginning i tot is a scary~
because pat said that's talked about vampire corpse~
then!POINT!is love story...==
then we back home around 1245am..
i reached home at 0120am...
wonderful day=)thx god♥