recently...

next month..i will change my phone...W980i..

actually i just wish to buy...

i told my muhh baby...he straight wan to buy for me..

i'm so surprise and excited..

i love my muh babe...

today..he said we 2 save money...

for to buy a laptop belong to me..

actually,i'm a idiot in computer..

i'm thinking...baby,u sure u wan buy for me..

u sure i know to use?stupid me..

he said price he will pay 70%..i pay 30%..

but i tell u..in the end,i think i will just pay 20%..

because i dont know how to save money..

i just like to shopping...

anyway..i need a job...

i dont wan to use my mum and dad's money so much..

i can see..they took a lot of trouble to earn those money..

i dont wan me a ''bum youngest princess'' in my home..

i wan be a great talent youngest princess in my home..

i believe..God will help me..He is always beside me...

i believe He'll always give me intelligence..

just because..He is the father of wisdom..

Peace=)

after the trip..

in the planning...everybody is blur..
in the beginning of trip...
we're alr unhappy...
i helped someone to bluff my dear fren..
i think he is fucking hate me...
i'm so scare...he 1st time get angry to everybody..
especially is me and pat..he scold me so serious..
i'm so sorry..if i'm him...i'll think...
u2 is my best fren..u 2 bluff me..i'm so disappointed...
aiks..after we took our breakfast..i cried like shit..
because i regret...we shouldn't to bluff him..
SORRY :(
although it's gloomy...
but everybody is cooperation...
we went to Genting..
luckily..tat's Great Trip!
we're so happy...
my dear is poor...he is sick in the trip!^0^
i cared him whole night..it's tired...i fall in slp too...♥
in the trip..some frens is quarrel...
i'm glad me and ting dont have some quarrel...♥
i love the apartment!xD~NICE♥
we're so enjoy in the trip...
i miss it so muchh..^^

kcirtap~

我知道自己的脾气很坏..
知道自己霸道...
知道自己很不体贴..
知道自己很暴力...
但你可以忍..真的谢谢你...
但有时候不是我真的要骂你..
只是有时接收不到你做的东西...
其实...你是一个自信over的人...
你是一个很固执的人...
每当你不喜欢一个东西..
dear..有时候你bek cek或生气的时候..
我真的会怕..真的不给我面子..
就直接骂我..
最近的你..好像对我越来越没有耐心了..
我也不知道要怎样才好...
我知道你不喜欢的东西..
我也会尽量不去做...
但我想告诉你..不是只有你在包容我...
分分钟我包容你的还来得更多..
不是我要比..只是想告诉你..我也有付出..我也有疼你..

for You

诗婷..我真的没有说过什么..
我真的不值得被信任吗..
他到底跟你说了什么..
我能告诉你他们告诉我什么..
你打来跟我解释..
难道你就不能?我之前的心情就像你这样..
现在我的心情就想你之前那样..
没有必要这样...
我们之间就只能因为她或他们..
我真的也受够了!
我只能说..她们都在告诉我你做过什么...
我没有信他们...甚至连问你都不敢问..
只因为怕你生气..
我会怀疑你..但我有问你...
代表我信你..
你能不能将心比心...
你能不能想我的感受...
如果我背叛你..我说你的坏话...
我不配当一个基督徒..
我不配!!
我真的想知道他们对你说了什么..
就像之前他们对我说你什么...我都告诉你..
为什么我可以的...你不可以..
我有背叛过你吗?!
3年的友情..我没有为了男生而说你坏话!
我真的没有!!!

没有人会珍惜..abbie..

不管是谁...朋友/情人...全都是谎言..
我分不清那些是是非非...我已经长大了..
我不该再依赖..绑着任何人..
我不该认为我是最重要的那个...
每个人眼中只有利益..只有痛快..只有我开心就好..
都是我行我素...
我相信的每个人...我心中重要的人..我信任的人..我爱的人..
到最后..都只有*失望*
我不知所措..每当我听到..发现任何事..
双手..双脚都感觉冷...这就是我害怕的时候..
总有一天,,我会学习坚强..不需要任何人..
只需要神..

release my pent-up emotions

i'm so sad..

i'm feeling disappointed to urs..

deceitfulness urs..

it's such selfishness...

speechless to u all..

some friends = speechless

I feel boring...

thanks dear..for the i touch..muackk♥

except boring...still boring and boring...

i wish to shopping...

i need a bag...

i love Adidas t-shirt..

LOVE IT SO MUCHHHH..

i need a job...

i need to earn money..

i knew u tired in the new year..

aiks...

i am lazy to do my homework..

i am lazy to iron my uniform..

i'm LAZY..

before the holidays..

i shopped with my dear in 1 utama..

we spent around 1000bucks..

we're crazy for shopping..

he bought Top man,Padini,Qiuksilver,fos..

i bought xixili,adidas,nike,Seed,Padini..

that time the cotton on is sale!like a SUPERMARKET!

during the holidays..

i backed to my hometown..

thr's bored,but happy with my family..

Last Tuesday,i backed from my hometown..

and played in selayang..

most happy is in the xi jian 's house..

It is super duper happy time with my frens..

and pat won 100bucks at tat night..

i dislike a girl..she is a lala mui 

and act cute gal in my frens..

i wish to slap her..because she act like a idiot!

fuckin nausea!

she likes to clubbin and she always to the club.

i'm thinking..

hey stupid gal,u are just 15 years old..

after 21..if u r feeling bored to the club..

wat u play to the next?

drugs?!

WAKE UP LA!PLS!

huh....OKAY!

calm down and stop to recall the happy times..

PREPARE MY HEART TO STUDY!

wake up!pls.